Numb

I decided to open two of my drafts from my writing blog.

At the same time.

To compare some points.

Blogspot decides this is unacceptable. I apparently cannot open two drafts. Together.

The next thing I know, I'm reading the same thing in two different tabs. And before I can hit backspace and prevent blogspot from autosaving, It autosaved. I backspaced immediately, hoping it was some glitch but no such luck.

I didn't feel anger. I didn't feel pain. I just felt numb.

I've been writing snippets of Ben's story for a while. Since last semester. I like to break the cutie, see. And now he's gone.

I deleted both drafts. I couldn't stand to see either one again.

Fuck you, blogspot. Fuck you and your 'no different drafts in different tabs' policy.

Fuck you very much.