I find peace in making. It doesn't matter what. Drawing, painting, sewing, crochet, knitting, dance, singing, music. Art forms give me peace. The days leading up to this event were spent weeping over lab results, swearing over faulty tech and raging at the sky.
Week 1 to 13 was hectic. No. Not just hectic. I don't know how I got through them. Or rather, I'm grateful I have friends like Vanessa and Xin Yi to get me through.
Week 13 was slowing. Week 14 was contemplative. I spent those two weeks more at peace than the previous 12, just sewing quietly while my experiments carried on in the lab. Yes, I made them in the lab. I couldn't afford to leave my precious samples alone so I brought my gear to the lab.
I'm just aching to go, raring to make. Not just for art but for science too.
I find peace in weighing my samples, pouring the chemicals, transferring media from plate to plate.
I am grateful. I am grateful.
I am happy.
I am at peace.
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